To my Father:

Daddy, Dad, Papa, Pa, Tatay, Itay, AMa these are the common words that we use as a name or "pet name" to the man who gave us life, the man who provided us with our needs, the man that we call FATHER.

For 20 years of living in this earth, in this world, in this country and for being the 2ND child in our family I have never really been a good daughter. I answer back, i failed my grades, i disobey, i hate, I'm bad traits that a good daughter can never have. But, despite all this traits i treasure my father, i love, i care and i worry for the only person who work for us, for our family.

Since i was a baby I never really remembered and event, occasion, or special dates that we celebrate with my dad. Never had a birthday party with him, never had a Christmas and new year with him, and never had a wedding anniversary with my mom and dad together. He's a seaman and as we all know that seaman's work for a year or more going from one place to another, and communication wasn't really that stable even though mobile phones are available due to selected roaming areas and signal problems, even if there is Internet free time wasn't enough to go online, chat, and send email so often.

How sad right? but, looking at the bright side i shouldn't be sad for despite all the lack of physical presence he is the father anybody would look and be thankful for, fer he is the father that chose to be sad to make his family happy, chose to work hard, be tired and be weak to give his family their needs and provide for theist future, chose to be far away and alone just to make his family feel more than enough and complete, and lastly chose to be absent in special days just to show his undying love to his wife and kids.

A father I would forever be thankful, A father I love and forever will love. To my father: HAPPY FATHER'S DAY Daddy, I miss you and I Love you. :)

A whisper from up above... :)

June 18, 2010 at 11:30 in the morning, CEU..

I saw a video of streetworx (a dance group form our college ELAMS) and while people are shouting and encouraging those who are passing by to take up an application form a part of me want to get that application form, fill it up, do the audition, and GOD knows what's next. Since the othe rpart of me is undecided i went on walking. While walking i closed my eyes and to my surprise i heard a voice, GOD'S voice. GOD told me "Chie, you dance, yes you do but you are a better actress than a dancer, you are a better writer than a singer but keep in mind that you are better, much better than before" I smiled and whispered "Thank You LORD, i Love you!"

--> And this is how God's love for me changed my undecided mind and feelings because i finally made up my mind that I will continue acting, participate in dancing, write and serve him..ü