"GOD moved me" =)

(this came from my Blogberry, September 2008, 2 years ago)

I met raj.. the pastor boy! =) this man changed me.. w/o even trying to.. he became God's instrument in leading me to the right path. I accepted Christianity.. and it made me feel more complete.. God was now fully living inside my heart.. I rested everything in God's hands now.. He's always @ my side and I know he will never leave me! God moved me.. God is really a savior..

John 3:16

"For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son, that who ever believes in him should not perish but have everlasting life."

Otoko ni watashi wa daisuki! (To the man i LOVE!)

The Love that I feel for YOU

is all true, so true,

one text, a simple message, or a smile from YOU

can wipe away this feeling so blue.

God, has written our love story

although sometimes i'm being corny,

but whenever I tell YOU what I feel

everything that I say is real.

I will always be by your side

and God will always be our guide,

everything in our life will sure be alright

and surely, we can win this fight/

Coz' when two hearts are meant for caring

and lives are meant for sharing,

then we are joined by destiny

for love is stronger far than we.

i don't have the courage, i'm not brave enough.. :(

Honestly, i don't have enough courage to tell you how much i'm in pain knowing that you are not feeling well, knowing that you are encountering a lot of problems, knowing that you are being in your roughest time and i can't help! :(( I don't have enough courage to tell you that i miss you, i miss your simple text messages each day, your messages on my face book account, how we start and end our day by either sending each other text messages or having a chat with random things in our lives, i miss sharing the same prayer before we sleep, i miss YOU.. :( I don't have the courage to show YOU and show all those around you how much i badly wanna fight for the LOVE that i feel for you.. :( Lastly, i don't have the courage to tell you not to go, not to leave because i am afraid, i am afraid that by letting you go i might lose you.. :(

Mahal na Mahal kita, it's been 3 long years and i will still fight and pray for God's continuous guidance for the Love that we share..

Our hearts once shared the same beat, changed for a long time but then find it's way to be back on it's track, and now we are sharing the same beat again. I will never let this beat change or end. Never, for I LOVE YOU!