I'm currently sitting on the floor thinking of what are the possible things that i can write, but almost an hour past and there’s really nothing that comes in to my mind.
But ei, wait! Why am i weeping? Why are there tears rolling down my face? I guess it’s because I'm hurt, I'm feeling pain, I'm in agony, I'm waiting for a long time to settle things for the two of us to talk. i thought this would help, this talking would help, but I'm wrong it just made things worst.
At first, i thought we had the right love at the wrong time but then is it really the right love? or, it’s the right time but never been the right love? I tried my best to work things out, to patch things up, but this PRIDE that he has kills and tore everything apart.
Why do we have to love a person who can’t love us back? Why do we have to cry and get hurt? Is it really because we have to learn? Learn what? Learn to surrender and never stood up again when we stumble and fall? Until when do we have to hold on? Until when do we have to get hurt?
Yes! I am a strong person, but for how long will I be strong? Until when do I have to hold on? Do I really have to give everything up? But, what if changes happen? Can i turn back time? I guess I really have to face the truth and the sad goodbye…
*originally posted: Monday, July 21st, 2008 at 10:40 am

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