"desparity & reality"

I once thought that we had the right love at the wrong time
But as time passes by I suddenly realized,
That we had the right time but never had the right love
Or even had the right love and right time but never been the right US.

When we are together I felt like this wont last until forever
When he looks at me fantasy turns out to be reality
When I’m at his side disparity fades slowly,
Times stop, heart beat, and love is in the air.

But when reality struck me
I again realized that every little thing
Was just a fantasy
And it can never be a reality.

I’m desperate for your love,
Desperate for your warm embrace,
Desperate to hear your voice and say I LOVE YOU
And mean it!

You owned my heart now
It’s in your hands
But why are you just holding it?
Why are you keeping it you pocket?
Why not put it beside your heart?
Why not let my love for you, be your love for me too?

I don’t know how to end this poem
I don’t even know why I even made this,
All I know is I’m desperately waiting for you love
Or let me say desperately waiting for a fantasy to be a reality..

*originally posted: Thursday, September 4th, 2008 at 1:07 am